why do all good things come to an end ??

And here I am, back to where it all began, rediscovering all that I left behind, rediscovering the kiwi life, chez moi, in New Zealand.

I never imagined that I would have cried so much in leaving France. So many tears. Tears to leave the people i had become to love, tears to leave ma belle vie francaise, tears because I was unsure of how i would readjust to life back in NZ, tears of happiness, tears of success, tears of not knowing how long it will be until I can come back. There were tears for many reasons, but there were no tears of regret, and personally, I think that's the most important thing.

I made the most of my exchange, everyone had told me right from the start to profit until the very last minute, and I did exactly just that.

I wouldn't change my year at all, not in any single way. France was my goal and dream, I never imagined to have fulfilled this dream as much as I have done.

Even though its great to see everyone here in New Zealand and to catch up on the past year, I miss France more than anything,and have a slight feeling of emptiness. However, I am staying positive, and looking into the future. I am young and now I have new hopes and new dreams, I will be back in France, I am so sure of it.

Thanks to all that have made it possible for me to live my dream, and making it so incredible, you know who you all are. bb.

Sadly this will be my last blog post as I no longer need to update it, so i want to say thankyou to everyone who has been following over the last year. My year has been more than amazing, undescribable, hands down the best experience of my whole entire life.


"oh and I had the time of my life and I've never felt this way before.."
<3 <3